Why am I a loser?

I wake up.
I go to school.
I count minutes till the end of each lesson.
I go home and I'm exhausted.
I do something to boost my dopamine (scrolling through social media, watching tv shows or just naping)
I get ready for tomorrow.
I go to sleep.

↻↻↻
...

Time goes on........
Waiting for the weekend...............
Waiting for holidays.....................................
Waiting for my life to happen........................................................

But guess what?
My life will NEVER happen.
I'm never gonna live.
I'm just gonna keep on existing.
Unless I stop resisting.
Unless I stop compaining.
Unless I stop saying no.
Unless I stop criticizing everything and everyone.
Unless I stop being negative.
Unless I stop my nothingless.
And start giving some value to the world.
Start doing what I love.
Start seeing the bigger picture.
Start working on ANY FUCKING THING.

IT'S TIME TO STOP SITTING ON THE ASS.
IT'S TIME TO MAKE.
TO CREATE.
TO STOP OVERTHINKING.
TO JUST DO IT.
FUCK THIS SHIT.

Have a goodnight y'all♥♥